haihhz.... stupid me... juz now went out of my room right....n i accidentally locked myself out of my room... stupid sial... luckily got the keys to my room downstairs.. haha.... today so tired... morning went to sch at 8... buy books... train juniors.. didnt train mucch though.. hehez... then went home at 12... went out at 2... went to perling to rebond n cut my hair b4 sch reopens lorr.. spent 5 hours sitting there like a moron.. at last finish at 7 lorr.. went back home n went out wid my godmother straight away for dinner.... went to a new western restaurant in tmn molek... not bad lorr.. nice ambience... but alot of ppl... the food there not bad larr.. not too expensive.. then sumthin damn funny happen lo... after eating.. my godmother wan to pay right.. she give da credit card to da waiter n guess wad da waiter said.... :"i'm sorry.. the credit card machine is not here yet... so we dont accept any credit cards at the moment..." hahhaha! den my godmother was like.. uh ohh.... she onli had like... RM50 in her wallet? haha.. gd thing i had RM200 wid me.... borrowed her 1st lorr.. heez... then after she withdrwed money frm da bank right.. she gave me an extra RM50! yay!!!! so nice of her lo! hehe... happy seh... n at last.. i reached home at 11... yay... tired sial... tomolo got dentist appointment at 2... tomolo morning oso wanna clean up my study room... long time nv clean up ade lo... oh yea.. i'm helpin my fren to spread da news... Foon Yew high is collecting donations for da tsunami victims... so any1 interested pls contact me @ 016-7981178 ya... they hope they can send the donations to the vitims b4 7th january... so who wants to donate.. pls.. be generous... they seriously need our help...

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:51 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

today i juz found out that i have some communnication problems with my MIDI teacher Mr. Jimmy.. haha... cuz wad i got to know frm him n wad i got to know frm another person is all different... he told me dat the song comp... we cant rearrange the song we will be singing... n we have to record our voices in as well.. but another person sayz that we shud re do the arrangement n make it nicer... n we dont hav to record our voices in... its ironic isnt it.. haha... both of them r in the same company n they r in charge of the song comp... but both of them tell me different things! haha... wadeva la.. nvm lo.. made me waste my time go buy the mic jack... haihzz... gd thing my frenz didnt scold me.. heh.. so yar.. at last.. after a whole month of recording n editing.. finally.. our song is done! yess! haha.. i really think its nicer than the previous version i did... if u wanna hear... cum see da finals larr! hahaa.... oh ya... today PMR results out ade... so congrats to those hoo got good results ya.. tomolo gotta go to sch to buy books... hmm.. n train juniors too... so yarr... i'll stop here... byee....

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:50 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

wah... today really tired lorr...yesterday slept at 4 something... then this morning woke up at 7... went to school to train juniors lo.. but then our "nicest" pn. Rathidevi kindly asked us to help clean a whole block n the teacher's room too.. how could we turn her down right? so yarr.. help her sweep da floor lo.. bla bla bla.. then me stop ade.. go wait for ian to come with jyeswei lo... then wait wait wait... finally he came.. then tok tok tok... n wait for yixian n my juniors lo.. until bout 10.30... at last.. all of them free ade... then start training lo.. then sum stupid human turn up n spoil my whole day lo... give us dat sien face... suan liao.. nvm.. then summore wanna interfere wid our ways of teaching... ok fine... i know hez gr8... much much much more greater than us... SO WHAT?! does that mean that he knows how to teach?! NO! we still own our identity... we r still representing SSI in the end! N hez ruining every single F**king thing!!!! argh!!! F him la!!! dat idiotic moron! nv shows any respect for us at all! he thinks hez da greatest izzit... he enter nationals b4 so wat? does dat mean dat me n my frenz r any lousier than him?! the onli reason they got to enter was PURE LUCK! F HIM!!!!! ARGH.. dun tok abt him ade... really making my mood worser n worser... o.. then at abt 2pm.... ian brought us out for lunch lo.... seasons lo... v nice la... seldom got chance to go out wid our dear shifu.... then today he kena me punch in da stomach.... haha... gd thing ppl taekwando black belt... haha... then after lunch we went to leisure mall lo.. saw our senior hua shin n her erhem lo... we wanted to take photos with ian de... but then da quality v lousy lo... n v expensive... vvv not worth it... so in da end didnt take lo... then everyone went back at 3.30.. then me, js, n ks went to watch phantom of the opera... DAMN NICE la.... lurve it... then after dat went home lo.... then went out to carrefour lo.... buy wine... waahaha.. damn nice.. then now finally home again blogging... oh ya... forgot... christmas ade... so yarr... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:33 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Juz now zhen yang sent me some love poems... a lot in fact... dunno where he found all these lo.. well... i read through all of them... n i almost burst into tears.. so well... below is the poem i like the most... my frenz shud be able to guess wad i'm thinkin now perhaps...


Getting Over You
by Brandi Michelle Lamb

My heart is broken,
you wonder why,
you see the tears,
you made me cry.

Being with you was the best part of my life,
and the hardest thing was realizing,
you really meant good-bye.

The way you held me,
the way we kissed,
Now I know each of these moments
I'll have to miss.

My love for you is over,
that I once knew,
I never knew it'd be this hard
trying to get over you.

Getting over you is gonna be hard to do,
but I want you to know this much is true...
I'll always be in love with you.

i look upon the moon and stars at 3:10 AM
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me n my godbro alven... see his cheeky face.. haha... taken on da last day of camp... sobz sobz.. camp finish ade... 

i look upon the moon and stars at 7:27 PM
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Hands United!!!! me n my teammates' hands! haha.. stupid right... but nice lerr... frm da top 1st habd is mine, 2nd jye Swei, 3rd Li Yinn, 4th Yi Xian 

i look upon the moon and stars at 7:26 PM
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this 1 oso taken on da 3rd night of camp... wahahah... kisiao susilo (keesiong)! nice right.. he was "poisoned" to death... in da Treasure hunt larr.. nice right da makeup... scary sial.. 

i look upon the moon and stars at 7:24 PM
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haha... took this on da 3rd dat of camp i think..hooz this? haha.. took this photo of xuan hao while he was sleeping! shhhhh... dun wake him up ya! (hez gonna kill me if he seez this! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 7:22 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Hey! I'm back frm camp! ok..i'm still alive... hehe...camp rawks!! haha... cuz this time me n my frenz all urusetia ma... so ya... we had a great time there.. got to know some new frenz.. got together wid my old frenz... haha... fun la... okok..lets see... 1st day... waited for Mr. Perba's arrival for abt an hour i think.... then da participants were led to their rooms... then start da intensive course lo.... then at night.. da participants were divided into 3 groups...evergreen, red hot, n blue thunder... then they played games lo.. all team building games la.. then had an early night...me kelian la... acc js.. cant slp... then she disappeared wor.. dunno go where do wat sial.. haha.. then lastly slept at 3am i think... 2nd day woke up at 5.30...bla bla bla..woke upda participants at 6... they did excercise... then went for all those ceramah lo.. then we went back to slp! wahahah..so bad hor we all... 2nd day was quite peaceful i think.. nothin much happened... onli dat lingesh woke every single participant up at 2am.. haha..sial la dat feller... then everyone like gong gong liddat.... then 3rd day.. wahahaha... nicest lo.. we did a treasure hunt... then keesiong was murdered... poisoned... n guess wad?i killed him!!!!!! wahahah.... his name was nice lo! Kisiao Susilo! wahaha.. n mine was Esther Loo! haaha... then summore make it into a slide show..all our data... then at night... wahaha... nice la.. but lastly..all the so-called "ghosts" kena kejar by all da participants... they were supposed to get all the ghosts signature...sial la..hha...then 4th day we urusetias played UNO wid Mr hoo...ahhaah... damn fun sial.. then at night had this talentime.. i was 1 of the judges accompanied by hanwei n chunzhen... haha... the participants sure hate me de lo! i was like..so bad... critisizethem until like dunno wad.. haha... my juniors summore did da banana dance! hahah... damn funny sial... then ec did sum comedy act la... nice la... then 5th day... we continued our UNO game.. then we played Heart attack too! ahahaha... poor Mr hoo..... poor poorhim.. ahhaahha,.. 1st time i see ppl hit their own hand so badly in da game... hahahaha.... we shout so loun until 3rd floor can hear us lo! then evening time... we played another game... dang dui....damn fun lo!!! play with water! wahahaha... mr hoo kena me splash water! n alot more others la.. haha...then lastly.. Mr Perba!!! kena trick by us! ahahhaa...he ended up dripping wet frm head to toe! then at night... watched men of honour... AGAIN!!!! AAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahah... ok la... me watched 2nd time onli...there was sum1 there hoo watched it the 6th time ade! haha... nice la...6th day nthn much oso... was quite sad though.. have to leave ade... haihh... but then everything has to end isnt it...so yar...now havta start training da new teamade..if there is any at all...so yar... nice camp.. willremember it 4eva de.... havta go now.. mebbe will edit dis tomolo...mum nagging like hell.... chao...

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:43 PM
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So i'm sitting in front of my godmother's comp again... blogging.. yea.. i'm in Taman Rinting again... n guess wat.. tomolo is the St. John camp... I really dunno i should look forward to it or not...6 days 5 nights lerr... but good thing this time me n my frenz are goin as urusetias... not participants.. hehe... no nid to sit inside da stuffy hall n listen to da officers giving 1st aid classes n talking all about first responder life support... i mean.. we ade know all those liao lo.. not dat i wanna brag.. but i have been listening all about these kinda things for da past 2 years.. n sorta.. getting tired of it ade.. but oh well.. i hav my obligations as a senior n i also hope dat i can set a gd example for my juniors. I really dunno wads da matter with juniors nowadays... i think they rely on us too much n expect us to do everything for them.. if onli they were there to see us in our junior years.. if onli they were there to see how we treated out own seniors.. how we talked to them.. how to respect them.. they r getting more n more outta hands... i really do hope one day they will come to their senses.. anyway.. today went to da studio again.. to edit da song lo.. reach there abt 12.. then edwin reached abt 1 lo.. so we worked on da song. added sum drumz n bass into it.. it turned out quite okay... hehe.. then went to leisure mall.. Mc Donalds for lunch n met up with Alan! yay... so lomg nv see him ade.. ahha.. he bought another ticket frm me!! hee.. so happy sia.. then we walked back to da studio.. showed Alan da studio lo... hehe.. then he left after a while.. n then Yong Thai came! yes.. hez back frm Cambodia.. at last.. hee.. then he added sum drumz to our song too... but sadly.. we had to go ade.. cuz da studio closes at 5.30 ma.. so ya... saved it lo.. n i can onli continue editing it after i come back frm my camp.. If i survive it anyway... haha... juz kiddin... so ya.. wont be able to blog or online till nx monday..so... ppl.. dun miss me yarr... ok la.. u can miss me la.. ahhaa... k la.. i'll stop here... chaoz~~!

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:25 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

~Alcatraz behind me~

Remember this pic? i took this pic in San Fransisco. Behind me is Alcatraz. It was a prison last time. I was told by my dad's fren dat no1 ever escaped from Alcatraz. Its because the prisoners there were given hot baths daily so when they wanted to escape, they couldnt. Cuz they couldnt stand the cold waters of San Fransisco. It could be true.. but today, i found out that there were ppl who escaped frm Alcatraz in 1962 if not mistaken. Not 1, but 3 ppl. I was watching Astro today when i came across Discovery Channel. It was showing a show on Alcatraz. The 3 men who escaped from Alcatraz were Frank Morris, Clarence Anglin, n John Anglin. Calrence n John were brothers. It seems that they built a raft with rubber-like material that were used to make raincoats in the early days. n made 3 paddles out of wood.. i dunno how they did it under the noses of the police officers there but they made it eventually. And so they escaped from the prison n paddled towards shore. No one ever saw them again after their remarkable escape. It seemed that one of da prisoners had high IQ of 133. The 3 of them planned their escape route so beautifully that no one realize that they were missing until about 10 hours later! Some people say that they drowned. Some people said they escaped. No one really knows. So the scientists conducted an experiment. They built da raft and the paddles usin the same materials as da 3 men n see if the raft could withstand the 3 men's combined weight n safetly reach shore... And guess wat? It did. 3 of da scientists paddled for about 45 minutes n with the help of da currents, they reached shore. So the experiment proved that it was possible to escape frm Alcatraz with dat raft they made. But whether the 3 men survived or not still remains a mystery....

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:27 PM
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wah... me so damn tired today.. yesterday SOMEONE miss called me at 3am... n juz as he expected... i called back.. haha.. no la.. its was my didi alven la... call me so late.. tot wad happened sial.. then onli know he juz wanna thank me for my prezzie... haha.. so zadao hor...then tok for i thik 40 minutes arr.. then slept lo.. tot today can wake up late late 1.... then sekali my mum woke me up at 10am... kaozzz.... so dragged myself downstairs n took da cuppa tea back to my room lo..then watched <> stupid show lo... not nice at all.. the whole show doesnt make sense at all.. so ya.. i advice u all...DONT WATCH IT! haha.. so today 3 sumthin went to CS... PC Fair.. SO MANY PPL LO!! saw alot of ppl there lo.. hoo arr.. erm.. jasmine.. gin yong.. shirlaine.. zhigang.. irwin.. sheau tian n her sis.. aya.. alot la.. forgot summore got hoo ade.. oh ya.. saw my fren.. in da guitar shop! hez back there working again!!!! yay!!!!! long time no see him ade.. starting to miss him.. haha...today went to everstrong ma.. then ehh?? HEZ THERE!!!!!! ahah... dat crazy electric guitarist... hez damn gd lo i tell u.. hehe.. then stayed there 4 a while.. passed him da ticket for da finals lo.. alan wanna buy ticket frm me marr.. but me wont meet him.. so ask my fren to be da middle man lo! heez! then went back downstairs to see pc fair lo.. then my dad signed up 4 broadband!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat a dream come true man!!! i nv expected lo! he was so against da idea of having bb at 1st de lo! hehe.. dunno wad made him change his mind.... so ya.. me damn happy lo!!!!!!!! haha.. well bought some things lo.. CDR lo.. glossy paper lo... wad else.. oh ya...a vvvvvvv cute wrist rest! so cute lo! its a teddy bear! transparent de.. then inside got these glow in dark thingy.. so cute lo!! then soft soft 1 summore.. i keep on squeezing it! haha! then me n my dad shop till erm.. like 7 sumthing! haha.. so tired n hot n sweaty lo.. then went to fetch my mum n my aunt frm sentosa.. then went home lo... phew.. wat a tiring day manz.. now counting down.. 3 days b4 st john camp! ARGH!!!!!!!!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:46 PM
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hmm.. juz wanna say.. i miss my godbro ZHEN YANG ALOT!!!!!!!!! hahaa... ( he force me to write de arr! ) haha.... k la k la.. juz jokin la... long time nv see him ade lo.. so yarr.... miss him lo... hehe...

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:40 AM
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hmm.. today went to da studio again lo.. well.. after da devastating news.. dat we cant change da whole accompaniment.. but onli make minor changes.. like.. WTF?! haihh.. y didnt the ppl in charge like.. tell us A BIT earlier?? haihh... so yar... we were so sien diao lo.. n then today went to da studio.. thinkin how to make da MINOR changes.. then i looked for my file in da comp.. n found out.. IT ISNT THERE ABYMORE........ great.. then i call me teacher.. n ask him where is my file... n he tells me an even greater news.. he hasnt got it at all... GREAT... now wat? it seems that i'm da onli 1 hoo has da file in my diskets.. n i threw my diskets away ade after finding out they r damaged.. so now cool ade lo.. no files to edit at all.. da ones left r da wav files.. meaning da combined tracks of da music n our voices.. great lo.. then my teacher says its either we re-record da whole damn thing again or juz mite as well do a new version lo.. so we decided to go on wid our original plan lo.. n hope dat da judges wont pinalize us for changing da whole accompaniment lo... but frankly.. da new version is really nice lo.. i mean.. REALLY NICE... thnx to SIOW! haha.. our great pianist.. still as gr8 as eva... really hope i can get it done in time.. nx weds i'll be gone till da nx following mon... st john camp.. haihh.. really scared cannot hand up da song by 27th.. deadline... yikes! haha.. anyway... tickets for da finals r out ade! hehe..so anyone wanna cum suppost us.. muz tell me lerr.... RM 20, Jotic, 7pm to 9pm, 9th Jan.... heez..

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:36 AM
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ok... this is 4 a fren.. u shud know when u read this la hor... juz wanna tell ya... sumtimes... things might not turn out the way we want.. but these things happen for a reason... we shud learn frm it.. n be more careful when encountering these type of issues lo... i'm really sorry for wad had happened.. i can onli tell u to take it easy.. its up to urself to forget abt it n get on with life... i know its hard... but at least try... onli time can wash away ur memory.. ur sadness... perhaps... u might think.. hoo am i to tell u all these? do i really know wats goin inside ur mind? i might not know.. but juz remember.. u still hav me as a fren.. i'll always be there if u hav no1 to tok to.. k? dun always say dat no1 ever cares abt u.. i do.

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:37 PM
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haihh.. yesterday was really da "STUPIDEST" day.. haha.. we went to johor jaya to record a film la.. not exactly la.. i mean.. for da competition de lo.. they wan us to say y we enter da comp.. bla bla.. who wrote da song.. oh ya... b4 i go on.. i wanna announce.. ahha.. to da ppl hoo dunno... recently, me n my music club frenz entered a music composing comp.. we entered a song written by our seniors yong thai n li jie.. not forgetting pn.zaleha too... our lyrist.. hehe.. n we got into da finals! hehe... so ya... da Finals is on da 9th January, at JOTIC, 7pm, RM20 per ticket. so anyone hoo wants to go... pls inform me earlier o.. cuz participant's frenz n family can get better seats..hehe... so ya... back to da story... erm... we went to jj.. haha... i was there vvv early.. we were suppose to record at 4.15... i arrived there at.. 3?? haha... yalo.. so early rite.. then i saw 2 groups record... so scary.. AAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! haha.. then waited for wingee, edwin, n priscillia lo.. they were late.......... k la.. cannot blame them la.. the place so damn far... poor ed n pris... nx time i onli belanja k? hehe... oh ya... Edwin Tsien!! gimme back my RM 100 u "stole"!!! hehe... then we record lo... ed was soooooo funny lo! he showed his butt to da camera as da opening!!!! haha... damn stupid sial... we were like a bunch of clowns in front of da camera.. haihh... die ade la... wat image oso no more... haha...anyway... tomolo gotta go to da pelangi studio to meet up wid Siow.... n see wat can we do wid our song.. make it special a bit... hehe... we'll see... we'll see...

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:11 PM
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My dad's fren's son's dog! BABE! haah.. so cute hor.. its a bichon frise bt the way...

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:49 PM
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See how da water reflects da blue sky... wow... 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:48 PM
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Isnt this beautiful? Thanks to my dad's casio camera! haah.. 4.0 mega pix! dun play play arr! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:47 PM
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Military ships... beautiful... 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:46 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

The Arizona Memorial... Look at wats left of da ship.. Some visitors even cried when they saw da ship...  

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:46 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Da Nevada Memorial in Pearl Harbour. Hawaii. This is where the ship sank during World War 2 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:44 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Another guy frm da cultural village... SO SHUAI! if onli he didnt stick his tongue out... 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:43 PM
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Cool Guy! Hot Babe! n guess wat? they r students frm a university n all of them work in this cultural village to earn their study fees! nice lerr! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:27 PM
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We look soooooooo tiny under da maple tree... All thanks to my dad n his photography skills.. haha.. No offence 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:26 PM
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Remember da movie Forest Gump featuring Tom Hanks? Remember those sneakers? n da box of chocolates? This was taken outside a restraunt called Bubba Gump! opened by his fren! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:25 PM
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Da Golden Gates Bridge right behind me.. cant really see it.. da stupid fog.. I wonder y dey call it golden when the bridge is not even gold in colour but orange!

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:22 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Wad a nice view of da San Fransisco port 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:21 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

See Alcatraz behind me? Its actually a prison on a small island long time ago... I was told dat the prisoners there were given hot baths so they couldnt escape by swimmin in da cold waters of San Fransisco!  

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:20 PM
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Cigar store... Shhh... I'm under 18! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:18 PM
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Dis machine is HUGE!!!! If onli I could win da jackpot...  

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:15 PM
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Right outside Universal Studios 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:13 PM
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Jaws!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!! Look at its mouth! SO HUGE!

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:12 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Looks as if its real hor... but actually.. its not.. haha.. its juz a background of Hollywood in da Universal Studios! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:11 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Remember da car frm da movie The Fast n The Furious? 

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:05 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Tommy! so cute!!!!!!!  

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:44 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon