well.. nthn much happened this week.. except dat i recieved a new year card frm sum1 unexpected... so yarr.. nthn much la.. boring week.. training juniors as usual.. teaching alto in choir... go for house practice... dun see much form five ppl during practice though.. all lazy to go ade la.. onli me so good.. haha.. bluek!

oh ya.. almost forgot.. thursday went to cs wid js... juz reach there onli.. i recieved a call.. frm siow.. askin me where am i.. he was in johor specialist.. so i said i'm in cs lo.. then he went n find me.. yay!.. haha.. happy seh! then after luch.. i folowed him lo.. n left js alone.. hahah! me so bad hor.. then we went speeding back to da hospital.. n guess wad? we got back in 7 minutes... walao.. scary sia.. usually it wud take 15 minuts de lo! damn scary man his driving skills... so yarr.. went back to get his medical report.. he goin to Aussie ade marr.... sobz sobz.... then he fetched me back to sch lo.. i got house practice... heh... damn fun larr dat day..

n we got the prize money of da song composing comp ade!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!! RM1000 lerr! no kidding! hehehe.... happy!!!!!!!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 3:15 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

today fun sial.. after chinese tuition went for bm tuition at tmn suria.. then as usual went to buy food wid sc... then went back for tuition still early ma.. 4.20 oni.. tuition start at 4.30.. so go back eat lo.. then called zy.. n found out he went out... grrr... nvm lo.. waited him to come back till like.. 5... then told my teacher i go out for a while n walked to his house lo.. wanna give him his budday present marr... heez... then sat outside his house.. tok tok tok tok tok.. then he saw some thingz which he shouldnt have saw.. btu nvm la.. ahah... he better keep his mouth shut lo.. or else! ahaa...

oh ya.. alven.. if u r readin this.. wanna tell u.. i passed ur prezzie to zy ade..remember to get frm him ya! hehez... k la.. wanna chao ade... bye!

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:19 PM
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ok.. lets start frm yesterday night.. went for pn rohaini's tuition.. i was late lo.. hehz... caught in da jam... then reached there... went in... then every1 stared at me.. walao.. damn sesat wei.. cuz i went for replacement class ma.. so same class wid then saw rouvenne n da gang.. then she ajak me to sit beside them at da last row... so i went lo.. then the teacher asked me to sit 1 row in front of them wor.. fine lo.. sit there lo.. then my godbro alven was 1 row in front of me marr... so i was like.. sitting there.. then he turn around n smiled at me.. made me feel even more sesated!!! A!!!!!!! ok then start class lo.. then i smsed him.. told him i vvvv sesat.. so he replied askin me to sit beside him... budden got 1 guy go n put his big bulky bag on da chair wor.. so i was thinkin.. how to ask him to move his bag without tellin him to do so? so after thinkin for a while..i had an idea.. so i smsed alven n tell him not to worry.. i have my ways.. haha... so after the teacher finish talkin.. i walked up to her n say:" cikgu.. boleh saya duduk depan tak? hari ini tak pakai specs la.. tak nampak white board.." haha... n dats how i got in front to sit beside him! WAHAHAHAHA! geng right! hehe.. he was so impressed wid my tactics... haha... then the teacher asked us to do an essay n went out..so we tok tok tok tok tok lo.. until the teacher came back after 20 minutes n i onli wrote 2 lines! haha... luckily we were writing karangan berpandu.. onli need 180 words.. so i simply bla lo.. until both of us finished it at 8.20... ( class was supposed to end at 8.15.. every1 passed up at 8.10) hahha.. nice la yesterday.. dunno still got anymore replacement classes o not? hahahaa... then at night talked to zy on da fone until his batt flat.. haha... sad sial...

then dis morning.. went to sg wid my godmother, grandmother, uncle, aunt, n my 3 cousins... went to chinatown ( niu2 che1 shui3 in case u dunno!) really ALOT of ppl lo! cant even see where was i heading.. can onli see heads all over da place! haha... bought some new year things 4 my mum lo.. n bought some bookmarks.. damn nice la wei!!!! lurve it! heh... then went to woodlands.. bought apple chips for my mum.. then went home lo.. damn tired man.. reach home ade 9 pm... went out for 12 hours! haha... k la... type till tired ade.. byee!!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:23 PM
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wah... holiday ade... till nx weds onli sch reopen.. hmm.. nthn happened much la.. except dat our koko teacher sucessfully formed his PBSM....... DARN.. so sial right.. aihz.. dunno wad to say also la.. i'm gonna see how is he goin to find all the AJKs n all the members.. n the best thing is no1 knows wad PBSM is abt.. i mean.. dun hav all the skills.. the way they conduct things.. the things they do.. bla bla bla.. cuz my sch dun hav PBSM all along.. i really dunno y he wanna form it.. ade got st john not enough merr... really stupid la.. haiz..

anyway.. today my sch got Larian Sihat hmm.. me duty lo.. at the finishing line.. expected lots of malay gals to pengsan de... but suprisingly... NO ONE fainted... not even 1.. sien sial.. ahah.. i v bad hor... but really la.. like we duty for nothing onli... no major cases today..

then after dat got st john meeting.. nthn much oso la.. for the suai kenal thingy la.. then got choir training.. had to leave early to go to cs wid js... ate maggi mee at rooibo! haha.. then bought badges! yay! vvvv nice lo.. hee.. then bought McD for yi xian.. n went back to sch at 2.15... then see juniors train for a while.. then my mum came at 3.00 lo.. so now i'm back home! yay.. haha... anyway.. later got tuition at 6.15... replacement class.. so i think i go slp for a while ba! haha.. ciaoz!

i look upon the moon and stars at 4:26 PM
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today got koko lo.. then st john 1st.. alot of form 1 ppl... all like.. so scared of us liddat.. haihzz.. nvm la.. we wont be seeing them dat often anyway.. haha.. so ya.. brief them abt st john.. rules n regulationz... then suddenly right.. my koko teacher came n interrupt us lerr.. he said.. st john too many ppl... so they wanna split us into half n half of the st john ppl become PBSM.... its like.. WAD DA FOOOK???!!!!tn da best thing is.. he thinks st john n pbsm r da SAME.... STUPID!!!! summore say they had meeting ade.. dey decided.. HAA! then we told him ALL the differences between st john n pbsm lo.. then he was like.. ohh.. liddat arr.. okok.. go back meeting again... stupid sial...then me n han ern took da form 1s to da classroom n teach them 1st aid.. n as usual... our dear yap starts talking non stop! yay!!!! haha... i still remember last year he spent 2 hours teaching primary survey! haha.. then today he spent.. er... 15 minutes on Danger.. of DRABC... st john ppl shud know la.. haha... so long sial.. but quite enjoyable la.. he cracked alot of jokes along da way... unlike da normally-very-serious-during-st john han ern.. haha!... then suddenly chinese society ppl message me n ask me to play guitar for them.. so sial lo! nv tell me in da 1st place.. last minute... luckily i got bring guitar.. n i know how to play their song lo.. SHE's <>.. not bad la.. last minute de.. heh..

then after that got music club lo.. damn sial la.. everything kelam kabut... argh.. me so damn pek chek lo... nv organize things properly... everything in a mess... haihh... see ade oso sien diao lo... then some members juz come n go as they like de lo...walao.. argh! ok suan liao.. dun tok abt unhappy things.. haha

then after koko.. had lunch wid my mum lo... then went for BC tuition in foon yew 1... then onli found out i was da onli SSI student to go for da tuition.. all my frenz goin in Feb... haihhzz.. then after dat went for BM tuition at 4.30 at Mr. Chong's house n tmn suria lo... then me n shau chong went out as usual.. buy things to eat... we went back at 4.45... then me called zhen yang ma... then he ask me to go downstairs.. so i walked to his house lo.. we sat outside.. tok tok tok... me ponteng tuition sial! haha.. wid my teacher knwing summore! hah.. then after 5 minutes.. his bro zhen rong came back.. then zhen yang ask me wanna see his driving skills o not.. then i was like.. harr.. u can drive? haha.. then he said.. get on da car... hahah! then ok lo.. zhen rong fetched us to an empty parking lot.. then zhen yang drove us around n around lo.. pusing here pusing there..not bad lerr his skills! summore manual car lerr!! haha.. respect respect! heh...then zhen rong fetched me back for tuition lo! hhaaha... zhen rong memang ganas man.. i so was so scared when he was driving man.. when he brake right.. everything wa thrown off the back seat lo! haha.. so ya.. i went back for tuition at 5.30! yay!!!!! haahaa..

today really tiring lo.. tonnes of hw havent do.. but lazy to do lerr.. sad sial.. haha... k la.. tomolo got tuition.. chiao!

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:00 AM
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us on stage! hehe.. dunno y they put the mics soooo far away... haha.. looks a bit cacat la.. but.. nvm! hahaha.. we won in the end! hhahaaha! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:23 AM
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the cheque dat will be sent to da tsunami victims! yay!! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray!!!!!  

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:22 AM
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Announcing the winner.................. GROUP B5!!!!!! with the song entitled < Negara Milik Kita >!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:21 AM
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woooooooo.. all the finalists!!!  

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:19 AM
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Edwin in missing!!! hha.. see his head in da middle of da 2 gurl's heads? haha.. cacat feller la.. ppl take photo he go kao4... hahahaah.. jkjk.. but really dunno y he stand so far away frm us! haha!

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:18 AM
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frm left, Wingee-music club president 2004-2005, me-director of instrumental performances, Yong Thai-music club president 2001-2002, Edwin-creative director, n Priscillia-development director! haha... all music club ppl! yay!! da back ground so nice seh!! haha... nice photo taken dad!

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:17 AM
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my MIDI teacher's daughter! 1 of da performers dat night hehe... soooooooooo cute right??? AWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:15 AM
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YAY!!!!!!!! all of our supportors!!! i think! haha.. sum went back early though! haha... see edwin.. so cacated! hahahaha! every1 so happy sial! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:14 AM
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HEY!!!!!!! WE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after 1 month of preparation n all the hard work.... it finally paid off!!!! WE GOT 1ST!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can u imagine wad was goin through our mind when they annouced the winner??? i saw my frenz all standing up clapping n cheering!!! edwin n yong thai were on stage recieving da prize.... me, wingee, n priscillia were jumping n screaming all around da backstage!!! hahaha! then suddenly priscillia started cryin! then wingee... then me! haha.. too happy la... we all have special feelings towards this song... dats y... we've been tryin so hard to sing this song well.. n we finally succeeded! we were so anxious at 1st u know.. cuz our main enemy was da gal frm muar n her gang of frenz... she had won in lots of comps b4... went on tv shows a few times.. summore went to taiwan to compete for dunno wad la.. so we were quite worried when we found out she was in da comp.. summore 1 of her songz got into da individuals finals.. n 2 other songs got into da group finals... they were really good.. v confident... superb voice... everything la.. but in da end... the muar gal got 1st in da individuals.. n she n her frenz got 2nd n 3rd for da groups.... WE BEAT THEM!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSS! haha... yesterday was really da happiest day in my life in da past few months ade... so long nv felt so happy ade man... RM 1000 lerr! no kidding! hehe.... hope dat all da money will be given to our club lorr.. at least it will be put into good use... can buy alot of music equiptments... heez... happy la.. really vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv happy! really dunno how to describe how i feel now.. although recently lots of unhappy things happened... but at least this can keep me happy for a few days... i hope so la... so.. in d mean time.. we'll work on choir team now i guess.. hahaa.. hope to get good results too! k la.. gotta chao ade... lots of homework left undone bcuz of dis comp! hahaa.. k la... ciao!

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:28 PM
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yea... its midnight now n i'm feelin down again... i've been bothered by these questions for da past 2 months... i still cant find da answer... i still cant find da solution to it... i really dunno y... nights i lie on my bed n i think of it... i question myself over n over again.. but nothing in my head seems to be responding... ppl see me smiling everyday... they think i'm alright... but the truth isnt so.. my heart is bleeding inside... everyday.... every minute.. every second... i feel like swallowing da strips of panadols on my table everytime i see them... that should be enough to stop my heart from aching i guess... perhaps forever... i wonder how would it feel like? peace.. tranquil.. dat would be nice...

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:33 AM
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hmm.. today after sch.. had tuition in pelangi at 3.30... went wid yi xian lo.. then i was chattin wid my tuition teacher marr... then he asked me wads my dad's name.. so i told him lo.. then he said his name sounded familliar.. then he asked me how old is my dad... i told him lo.. then he asked me:" by any chance.. did ur dad study in EC before?" then i said ya lo.. then he asked:" was ur dad a volleyball player?" then i said.. yayayaya... hhaa... so it turned out dat he was my dad's junior in EC! hahahha... damn coincidence right! haha.. summore he tell me last time my dad was EC's icon... their idol.. best volleyball player of EC....AHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!! wah... nv knew my dad so popular de seh.. haha.. i onli knew he was da one hoo formed da 1st EC volleyball team n he was da captain dats all... i didnt know he so geng de o!! hahaa... my hero!!!!!! ahhah... wad an interesting english tuition class man! haha...

then after tuition right... 5.30 ade marr... so my mum fetched me back lo.. then as i was passing sentosa... i recieved a message frm alven... askin me where am i... so i told him lo.. on da way back frm tuition.. then he asked did i pass telekom in sentosa a few minutes ago? then i was like... GOT LO! hahaa.. then he asked me if my car was a green kia sportage... JFG 6263... den i was like. lookin around on da road ade lo! haha.. then he smsed again askin me to look around.. then i saw 1 car passing by.. didnt see da face.. but saw some spiked hair.. haha.. bingo.. dat was alven in da car! aha... damn funny sial... liddat oso he can see me.. aih seh! nx time go out muz be careful ade! hahaa... anyway.. muz get back to doin my homework ade! haha... k la.. i'll stop here! chiao!

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:29 PM
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yo.. happy new year... today really tired.. morning went to sch at 8.30... n suprisingly... my dad was da one to fetch me there.. dunno wad made him change his mind... mebbe my mum talked him into it.. then reach sch expecting to see yixian... but she was no where to be seen... onli keegan n jyeswei were there.. then we started cutting out da alphabets lo.. using scissors from our kitbags! haha.. then finally... our dear president coperal cha yi xian arrived at 10 sumthing... geng right... n summore she was da 1 hoo told us to reach there at 8... wad good example she set for us.. haha... jkjk.. later she kill me.. ok.. then we agrred on da way the words should go n started tracing da alphabets we we cut out on the wall of our st john room.. then we onli found out our dearest yi xian bought 3 brushes.. da smallest one was like.. I_______________________I this size lo.. how to paint those small words with such big brushes?? hha.. so no choice lo.. wad to do.. takkan we waste one whole day there right... then we came up wid an idea.. we used leukoplast to tape the edges.. n paint the words.. hha.. it turned out pretty well.. i think we used up at least 3 rolls of leukoplast! haha.. oops!... then we ordered pizza hut delivery.. eat.. yum.. then finished up da work at 2 lo.. then my mum fetched me to holiday plaza together wid my tuition teacher lo... went to pick up my contact lenses.. sad sial... hard lenses lerr.. then after putting da in da lenses right.. i had to wait there for my eyes to get used to da lense... damn agonaizing man.. almost dug out my eyes man.. then u know how long i wated in there? 2 hours... haha.. cuz dat shop business v good ma.. da boss no time layan me.. so i waited.... n waited.... n waited.. unti every1 forgot abt my existence there.. haha.. then finally.. after my eyes were checked.. it seemed that my eyes adapted to da lenses very well.. so.. nothing to worry about! yay!... then i was taught how to wear da contact lenses... as if i dunno.. haha.. cant be blamed la.. no1 there knew i wore contacts b4.. but taking them out was the tricky part.. n it hurts! ARGH! i still need more practice... soft lenses r much more easier to take out.. haihhzz.. wad to do.. then went for luch at genki sushi at 5pm... aiks.. so late ade.. then went to sentosa the store.. bought da skirt for da competition.. then headed back home lo.. i was so tired i fell asleep in da car.. haha.. wad a tiring day man... tomolo da guys r gonna finish up the painting work! wahahah... i'm gonna see how 2 guys r goin to make it possible.. hha.. jk la.. they can do it de... guys r capable also... heheh.. anyway... dats all for today... chao!

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:25 PM
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new year ade.. shud be happy right... but saddly.. i'm not.. aihzz.. feeling damn pissed off now... juz now quarreled wid my dad... over wat? st john.. AGAIN... its always the same thing over n over again... st john.. music club... st john... music club.. n to think that they were the ones who insisted me to enter st john in da 1st place... they shud hav expected these type of scenarios to happen right? stupid larr.. they always tell me to be responsible... but then they r the ones that r blocking my way.. haihhz... anyway... dun tok abt sad things ade la.. this morning.. erm... woke up at 10... then on9... taught my st john junior no.4 the things she shud know.. then went out at 1.. dentist appointment.. damn scary sial.. the dentist poke here poke there.. damn painful.. then summore make my gums bleed like hell... then after dat went to sentosa the store... went n look for my skirt.. for da comp.. troublesome man... then in da end found 1 but didnt buy.. i oso dunno y.. then went home.. n went out again wid my family n my grandparents.. wanted to go peking restraunt for dinnerde.. but it was so packed wid ppl when we got there... so we went o my mum's relative's shop for dinner... then went to jusco lorr.. mum bought a white gold necklace 4 me n a gold 1 for my dad... then bought ice cream lo... baskin robin's got offer marr.. 31% discount off da ice creams.. so went there.. saw my fren jeanette workin there.. sri tebrau's debater... no wonder talked my mum into buying to buckets of ice cream... after dat... went home lo... haihz.. wad a boring sucky new year eve...

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:39 AM
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