Saturday, January 08, 2005

yea... its midnight now n i'm feelin down again... i've been bothered by these questions for da past 2 months... i still cant find da answer... i still cant find da solution to it... i really dunno y... nights i lie on my bed n i think of it... i question myself over n over again.. but nothing in my head seems to be responding... ppl see me smiling everyday... they think i'm alright... but the truth isnt so.. my heart is bleeding inside... everyday.... every minute.. every second... i feel like swallowing da strips of panadols on my table everytime i see them... that should be enough to stop my heart from aching i guess... perhaps forever... i wonder how would it feel like? peace.. tranquil.. dat would be nice...

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:33 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon