da best shot! haha.. chun rite! all legs n hands criss cross! wad can i say.. SSI MUSIC CLUB RAWKSS!!!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:28 PM
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wah.. every1 damn guai lan in dis foto mann... ahhaa.... later kena whack arr! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:27 PM
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look! every1's backs! haha.. niceeee 

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:26 PM
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yoyoyo! orange is NICE... ahaha 

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:25 PM
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haha.. wingee dunno doin wad yoga thingy.. wadeva... every1 belum bersedia...  

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:24 PM
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alrighty.. yi xian won in this pic... shez fairer than me.... happy now? ahhha...

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:12 PM
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hmm... yi xian n me does look abit alike in some places.. haha 

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:11 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

WOW.. haa.. too bad this pic not too clear... i look damn sesated in dis 1 sial... 

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:11 PM
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bluek!! da toungies r back! can u spot da 3rd person in da pic? hahaha! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:10 PM
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da onli normal shoot me n yi xian took dat day 

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:10 PM
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MWWWWUUUAAAAKXXXXZZZ!!! hhaa.. yi xian again! nice take! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:09 PM
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its sunday again.... another sucky day... well.. toked to a fren till 3 am last night.... quite a nice chat a anyway.... but really got me thinkin abt a line brad pitt said to angelina in da movie Mr n Mrs Smith... "When things are near the end... somehow u'll start thinkin of the begining.." yea.. dats wad we were tokin abt last night... u mite not understand wad i'm tokin abt.. but nvm... ahha...

well yest was da last day of koko days on saturdays... was wearing st john half uniform as usual. yea... saw wingee n che hoe.. got my new music club shirt... went n change cuz we need to take ajk photos ma... then went back to da open hall n waited for st john ppl to arrive.... then i got tired of waiting n went for breakfast wid bao li n david... were crappin all da way.. haha.. no forgetting playing wid baoli's new hp! aahaha.. damn nice.. liked da video editing programme... heh.. then when we went back.... activity has already started... nvm.. then i heard we were abt to take our photos ade.. so i went to look for my music club frenz... n saw a gang of ppl sitting there.. the ppl i dread da most... haih... y muz they appear everywhere i go sial... dat really spoilt my mood.... but lastly took da photos anyway... we were posing like crazy sial.. cuz we were using wei sern's cam ma... but it was such a waste cuz miss mary wasnt there!!! sad lo!! really sad... she had to bring a team to pontian i think... nvm.. nx time we take again... humph....

went for st john oso... well.... had a great time playin games.. da bom here bom there dunno call wad game oso.. haah... all seniors werein a team.. n we named our team CHOCOLATE!! haha.. after yi xian of cuzz... of cuz seniors won... as in.. seniors never lose.... RIGHT? hahah.... we so bad lo.... then music club... a few lower 6 students joined lo... not bad la... gonna hav interview nx week... i'm ade quite sure hoo will get my post... then last minute thay said wan a performance... sial lo.. i nv practice wid my junior before then had to play guit for her.. luckily nthn went wrong...

went for chinese tuition after dat.. and as usual.. me n yi xian started takin pics wid my hp AGAIN.. ahhaa.. muz take lots n lots! anyway.. dats all.. peace out!

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:47 PM
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well... havent been blogging lately.. no mood... yeah... lotsa things happened... hmm... firstly.. i didnt get NS.. so far la...

ok... then.. erm... last sat... went for FOA (Festival Of Arts)... it was quite okay la.. got to see lots of diff bands... some can sing.. some dont... there was this band hoo performed Simple Plan's Welcome To My Life... they totally wrecked it... the singer sang a diff key from wad his band was playin... yeah.. some were good though. there was another band.. da drummer played until one of his sticks broke into half n flew away... nice mann... haha.. there were some gr8 solo performances too... well.. saw my meix joy n both my broz alven n zy dat day... happy seh.. ahah... long time nv see all of them ade... so yar... chatted wid them fer a while onli la... alven sooooooo bz ma.. haha... ppl mc lerrr! no kiddin de lerr... ahaha... anyway... gr8 job la... hee... then me n joy were arguing over the colour of my specs... she sooo insisted it was pink.. ITS PURPLE!!!!! hahahaha... nvm nvm... i know its purple can ade.... then dat zy... ter-emptied a glass of ice on my chair... haha... luckily my jeans didnt get wet.. it was quite nice overall.. wid a group of v semangat cvnt gals screamin n supporting their frenz... dats da spirit! ahaha... then at abt 1 sumthin went for chinese tuition wid kim n bev lo... hmm...

then at night... Mr. Foo's daughter's wedding dinner... as u see... hez a St John officer n an ex-lecturer... so u can imagine lo.. da whole ballroom fiiled wid officers n lecturers... yea... saw lots of officers i know.. n We Tak( another sj officer) was da emcee for da night... then saw a ex-EC AA team guy.. yea.. said hi.. toked fer a while... then went in ade lo... the food was not really nice... either too bland or too salty... didnt really ate much.. the bride was vvvv pretty anyway.... heeh..

then sunday... father's day ma.. went to New York Hotel for lunch buffet.. then as i was takin my food... sum1 bumped into me... then i juz said sorry without lookin back lo.. then i noticed dat person behind me didnt walk away.. then i turned around... n guess hoo i saw... SULYNNN!!! hhaha... so zadao lo.. so it seems dat she "accidentally" bumped into me.. ahhaa.. nvm.. then she introduced me to her parents who i saw b4 when me n her were playing webcams a few weeks back.. haha... then i intro-ed my cousins to her!!! haha... my cute cute cuzziess... ahha... the food was.. ok la.. ahha.. better than da wedding dinner lo... heeh..

hmm.. well.. this week sumthin happened during bio class... well... i was so pissed off by sum guys in my class... they kept throwing small pieces of paper at me.. until i turned around.. shouted at them.. took my wallet..went out of the lab.. slammed the door.. n went off.... really cant stand those idiots sial.. morons... nthn else better to do than to mess wid me... argh... spoil my mood onli..

oh ya... yest went out wid my godbro zr.... he came back frm aussie ade sial!! haha.. so happy... he picked me up frm sch... (ee jie's gonna kill me when she sees this... ahhaha!) then went to cs... watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith for the 2nd time.. haha... bcuz there were no more movies to watch n i had to reach sch by 5... cuz my granpa fetching me back frm sch ma... so after da show.. we still had time.. it was erm... 4.20 onli.. so he drove me around lo.. show his driving skills a bit lo.... haha.. n i almost got heart attack... he drive hor... WALAO LO... haha.. damn damn fast... haha.. he drove like... 100km/h on a road wid cars?? n managed to stop juz inches away frm the car in front... haha... it was really fun though... thnx yar siow!! (u still owe me lunch anyway.. MUAHAHAHHAHA!)

so yar.. really dread goin to sch.. dun wanna see those ppl in my class... haih.. if onli they wud juz stop makin my life miserable... izzit wrong to hav a godbro? its not my fault okay... y do this to me? if u really hate me.. tell me in da face la.. dun keep sayin n writing bad things abt me behind my back n think i dunno.... well i didnt know guys were so bitchy until i came to this class of mine man.. 5 Bistari... wad a nice name... if u all hav any problems wid me.. juz settle wid me enuf la... y make my life so miserable? i know fighting is ur forte.. i dun care.... its ur business.. if u dun wanna study.. juz get out la... wad for stay in SSI, make my life miserable, make da class's life miserable, make da teachers's life miserable n yet still fail in almost every single subject?? i really despise u lo.... useless freak... i'm trying to control my anger n not get involved wid barbarians like u guys... dun make me blow up... i dunno how much longer can i hold it...

anyway.. nthn to write ade.. will write summore nx time.. chiao...

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:49 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

yay.. me, gor, n jie... haha... i happy family! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:12 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

ooo... ganas sial me n kim... haha.. n cute hanwei as usual.. muahahah! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:12 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

supposed to be scissors, paper, stone... all kena blocked by da frame.. ahah.. nvm.. 

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:11 PM
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i supa dupa love dis foto... haa... zhuai man... 

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:10 PM
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oo... how fascinating... 

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:10 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

come nearer n see.. i'll kill ya 

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:09 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

well.. teacher was absent.. so we took pics wid my hp.. hhaa... dis 1 is Mercedes!! haha.... yay///\\\ dats mine, ee jie, n jo's hand! 

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:15 AM
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da 3 hands... wid 3 watches worn terbalik... 

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:13 AM
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wong yean's hand added here.... haha... so fair sial his hand... hah 

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:12 AM
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yeah.. dis 1 better... haha... let me repeat... tt is yi xian in da pic... not sum other guy!! haha... dis 1 is called Batman! haha.. 

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:11 AM
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dis pose suggested by yi xian...haha... but wasnt wel taken... can see both my eyes... haha... 

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:09 AM
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well... me n yi xian were having chinese tuition dat day... we were too tired to do any work... so well.. might as well do something stupid.. haha.... i shall name this E.T. ... haha.. 

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:08 AM
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last night went to watch da choir performance in foon yew high... sial man.. IT WAS GOOD... haha... yeah... 3 groups performed... da SONS choir frm Sarawak, JBCC frm Jb of cuz.. n Foon Yew High choir.... i tell u... it was juz amazing.. well... quite alot of my choir team ppl went too.. Ed was late.. AS USUAL.. aha...

da Sons choir performed 1st.. well.. they got da gold award frm Trinity college examination board in Aussie de lerr.. no kidding.. but most of them quite old lo.. 50-60+... old lerr... da guys sounded better den da women.. firstly bcuz of da number of males... more... then da tenor... FOOH... niceee..... haha... can reach damn high.... They sang alot of nice songs la... Sunrise Sunset, Chan Mali Chan, You'll Never Walk Alone, Georgy Girl...ect. n guess wad? they sang sound of music... haha... medley summore.. they sang almost all the songs frm da musical.. except 16 Going On 17... haha.. they shud hav sung 60 going on 70 man! ahha.. jkjk... anyway.. we were.. sumwat disappointed wid da medley though.. it was kinda.. long.. n boring.. we expected more.. ahha...

anyway... JBCC rawked da whole night... ahah... they were... good... fantastic.. splendid.. haha.. dunno how to use words to describe man.... nv heard anythin dat sounded so nice in my life.... after spm i'll join man! haha... they turned normal simple songs into... wah.... really.. my jaws dropped.... i believe every1 too... it was vvvv well done... n they sung Longest Time too! my favourite song! haha...but da pitch pipe sorta.. zadao-ed us a bit.. ahah... well.. dat proves it... no matter how much u sing... sum ppl juz cant hav perfect pitching..

then foon yew high choir... 60+ ppl lo! like... wad daaa..haha... anyway.. they sounded VVV nice too.... cant believe tt they r juz students of my age.... then they spilt up... leaving onli 24 on stage... 12 guys... 12 gals... they sang a taiwanese folk song... it was v funny.. n damn nice.. their voices hor.... walao... n all of them had their solo parts... n all of them can really sing de lo! i mean.. really seriously can sing... luckily they r not our opponents man... phew.. otherwise.. i dare not even think.. haha...

da finale... all 3 groups went on stage.. abt 150 ppl on stage.. singin Just One Single Voice... well.. i was v touched.... almost cried sial... seeing so many ppl.. age ranging frm 15 to 60... all singin da same song... really got me thinkin.. wow... there r so many talented ppl in Malaysia... it was v good..

anyway... today is my dad's budday! happy budday dad! went to red box wid da whole family to celebrate daddy's budday... 15 ppl went sia.... 3 cousins.... walao.. keep shouting n screaming all da way.... haah... but quite fun la... for da 1st time i got to listen to my godparents, uncle, auntie, n my grandma sing! hahaa....

then after dat went lepaking for a while... bought 2 wrist bands... n went for dinner...

thats all i guess... sch reopening tomolo... really dread it man... dun feel like goin.... hav to face my results n sum ppl tt i dun wanna see... k la.. wanna slp liao... chiao!

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:02 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

well... juz reach home frm tuition since morning.. gonna tok abt yest.. haha.. cuz yest too tired to blog... so yea... yest morning.. our a. maths teacher changed our class time to 10 am... so i got there early.. so i waited for my frenz to come dwnstairs.. then teacher came.. so we sat there n tok.. n guess wad she asked me.... :"han wei n kim steady mar?" haha.. i was like.. wad daaaaaaa..... haaa... nvm.. haha...

so tuition till 12 lo... my mum n dad fetch me, hanwei, n kim to kerrys... n we went lepaking! hahaa.. went to eat stone grill... me n hw ate tom yam mee hoon... kim ate chicken chop.. i tell u lo...i damn damn poor thing lo!!! dat gor la!! keep snatching my sotong! ahhaa...... then my mee hoon bowl or wadever u call it wont stop shaking lo! haha.. becuz of da heat ma... well.. i think we took abt 40 minutes to eat lo.. heh... then... went to popular... wanted to but sum paper for my moral projet 1.. but... dun hav da same ones i bought earlier.. out of stock.. so nvm lo..

then we went to da arcade.. saw sum of my sch ppl there... then we went n play photo hunt! haha... wanted to break da high score... but in da end still lost anyway.. haah.. nvm... then we went n play bishi bashi.. da 1st machine we went to... my red button wont work.. so i lost.. aha... then we went to da 2nd machine.. n dis time kim's red button wont work! haha... well.. i guess ppl juz whamed too hard... haha...

well.. it was abt time.. so we went dwn n met up wid my parents... my mum bought me perfume! sooo cute sial... haha.. then we went for BM tuition.. funny lo durin class.. i ejek su-lyn wid erhem until she almost killed me sia... ahaha!

after Bm class.. parents fetched me lo.. then i said i wanna watch movie.. but my mum refused.. but lastly my dad decided we will watch.. so.. yay!! i win! haha... so we went n watch Mr And Mrs Smith... NICE LO!!! haha.... vvvvv nice... i'll strongly recommend this show to every1 man.. there is humor, romance, action all in 1 show... niceeeee.... haha...

then after da show finished, we went home n rest lo.. waited for my grandma, godparents n cuzzs to come home... they came back frm aussie ma.. haah... so went over to grandma's house at 11.30pm... they bought me alot of souviniers sial! happy seh! ahha... slept at 2 last night.. dunno y.. cant slp.. well.. anyway.. dats all.. goin out soon.. goin to foon yew high to watch sum choir performance... heh.. chao! will update l8ter!

i look upon the moon and stars at 6:17 PM
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well... these few days hav been quite sucky for me i guess.... i'm locked up at home... my parents wont let me go anywhere at all... not even to watch a movie... this whole holiday is really a torture to me... everyday to me is juz meaningless...

well... things got real bad lately... yea.. i dunno y... juz feel down... really down... n i cant really figure out da reason.. haihz... i feel so... empty inside. i dunno wad am i living for... theres no aim in my life... it juz suckz la... really... n u know... when u realize that.... no1 really cares... really feel bad....

sumtimes i really wonder... wat r frenz for? to share ur happiness n leave u alone in da dark when u r sad? not so i guess... well dats wad i feel abt most of my frenz sadly... well... they'll be there to celebrate wid u no doubt... but when u really need sum1... sum1 to talk to... sum1 to cry to.. well where r they? i can tell u... they r no where to be found.. n when things get worse... they juz ask u if everythings over... hows dat for a fren...

abt my parent... they think i'm a dog or sum pet... they juz want to lock me up.. wads da use? they think i'll be happy? no... they really think i can get good results by restricting my freedom? hey.. its my life man... wad life is this? they might as well lock me up in a cage or send me to the zoo.. mebbe it'll be more interesting seeing visitors pass by... these 2 days.. they think i studied alot.. oh ya.. i did.. yea right.. i didnt even touch my book.. so wad? they still dun care.. as long as i'm locked up... they'll assume i'm studyin... great? of cuz it is.. dun forget to congratulate me my dear frenz... if u r still alive at all.. now's da time to celebrate my happiness man...

yea.. tomolo is da ssi st john annual camp.. n guess wad? i'll be sleepin at home.. n once again.. i'm not allowed to go... not even half a day... n its like... my last year... yea.. wad a gr8 way to spend my last year in st john man.. how excited am i now... being able to sleep n study if dats wad my parents want... yeah... thnx mom n dad.. for letting me regret all da way man...

anyway... i really dunno wad to write now... my brain is already blank... n i'm so lookin forward to tomolo... yea.. being locked up again... so ya.. bye ppl... if u r still aware of my exsistence...

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:39 AM
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wah... today damn damn damn tired lo... last night chatted wid davin until 3 am i think... things troubling da both of us... so yea... we were like... consoling each other n tried to cheer each other up although we were feelin sucky ourselves... so yea... chatted till v late la... he asked me to go slp.. then he said he'll call n i shouldnt pick up cuz i should be sleepin liao.. hha... thn i said he wont call 1... cuz u see..... hez livin in sg.. ahah... so ya... so he went off9... n after 10 minutes... guess wad? my handphone rang.. i saw da caller id... the number was +0000.. i was like... wad da... he called? HE CALLED???? hhaa.... then i picked up... sorta acted stupid n asked hoo he is.. cuz i wasnt too sure... then sure enuf.. it was him! ahha... so touched man.... so so so so touched... at least sum1 cared abt me... really felt like crying after we hung up... haha... but he really made me happy la... always give me advice n stuff... really glad i got to know him.. n oh ya.. his voice is nice loo... haha.... MELTZZZ!!!!! haha... serious!! haha....

anyway... finally listened to him n slept... n guess wad... i got a fone call frm my godma at 6AM... haha.... she asked me to go exercise wid her... so me, mum, godma, grandma n both my little cousins... so we went to tmn setia indah.. they had this group excercise.. dunno sum taiwanese exercise.. n every1 was doin it there... malays.. chinese... even a handicapped auntie.. so all of us joined in lo...did for like... 3 rounds..all of us ade sweating like hell... ehh.. no kidding lerr.. 3 rounds is like.. almost 45 minutes liao.. n all the types of exercise got names 1 lo! all 4 words 1... so nice sia.. haha.. anyway... went jogging for a while after that n we went back home at abt 8 sumthing lo..

i bathed n sat in front of my laptop.. n juz as i was about to on it.. poof... no electricity... hows dat.. my streamyx wont work lo.. aha... too bad.. so i went to slp again.. too tired.. n woke up at 9.15.... had a simple breakfast... n changed lo.. went to melodis... my choir teacher's house for choir practice.... n guess how many turned up in da end? 14.. how's that? no form 2 ppl came... no1.. NONE AT ALL... talk abt nice innocent juniors tat listen to wad seniors say man.... well... everything has changed.. ppl change too... juniors nowadays r not the ones we were 4 years ago... last time we feared our seniors.. we respected them... now... aya. dunno wad to say la... they treat us like frenz.. not like seniors.. dun respect us at all... aihh..... sumtimes i really cant stand them...

anyway.. today's practice was cool... loved our teacher's music room.. simple n nice.. if onli i had 1 like that too... it was like.. there was a piano at a corner.. then got a vvvv nice carpet wid pics of music scores printed all over in da middle of da room.. then in da other corner was a guitar on a guit stand.. a small shelf wid all the music book n cds.. n a stool wid a cd player on it... i tell u... loved loved loved it man!!! so we sang lo.. teacher taught us lots of techniques... well.. i cant deny she has her own way of teaching n making us understand.. it was v fun... i think i laughed most of da time... cant help it la... too funny.. esp lookin at da way ed sang... so funny lo... we practiced till 12.45... then my parents came n fetch me lo...

went to cs... me, mum, n dad went our own ways.... split up.. ahah.. then i smsed my godbro zhen yang.. asked him where he is... n guessed wad? he was on his way to cs! yay... haha...so i went to everstrong guit shop... grabbed a guit n played for 45 minuted there i think.. ahah... then zy came... wid adrian!! ahha.. long time no see him...he came back frm kl.. so we went walk walk around.. n met up wid philip!! haha... so suprised to see every1... all long time no see... all my sri tebrau frenz... so yar.. lepaked for a while.. n we kept knoking into every1... haha.. adrian kena twice... philip too.. i kena once.. onli zy la.. safe.. haha.. u know y? adrian saved him frm knocking into chio bu!! AHAHAHH!!! poor him!then walked until i was like.. sweating all over.. damn hot lo i tell u.. soooo many ppl in cs.. then i wanted to get a drink ma... so zy acc me lo.. n he treat me lerr! haha.. so nice of my didi.. then.. went back upstairs.. nthn much lo.. wanted to go back n find da guys de.. but my mum called n said wanna go back ade.. so he acc me down again.. ahha...
so went to look for my parents n left... n headed to jaya jusco pulak... aha... so ya... took 2 small buckets of baskin robin's ice cream for free cuz my dad had a voucher for his budday...

then went n had dinner.. n finally went home... n i hav been bloggin till now... n sum1 juz ruined my WHOLE day... isnt dat GREAT?! I DUN CARE U R READING THIS OR NOT BUT LET ME TELL U... I HATE PEOPLE THAT LIE TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DATS DA THING I CANT STAND!!!!!! Y MUZ PPL LIE TO ME?!?!?!??!?!?!? FUCK LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:43 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

i'm here to blog again! haha... n guess wad? i'm listening to sylvester's album!! haha... yeahh! i bought it in sg! ahah.. yay!!! went to sg on sunday loo... jam like hell man... 3 hours onli reach sg... went wid my parents n my tuition teacher.. hehe... we're not familiar wid sg ma.. so my tuition teacher brought us there lo.. took MRT to jurong... went to jurong point for da whole day.. ahaha.... bought 2 new hair clips.. sly's album.. n a OP wallet! happy sehh! hee... then da food we had there was nice lo!! there was dis stall selling cendol n mee siam in jurong point... i tell u... nice lo!!! n da cendol got durian cendol summore! nice!!! haha... ate alot sia... gonna put on again.. ahhaa....

anyway.. these few days hav been goin to MPTI (the teacher's training college beside da sultan ismail library) every morning... my mum's colleage teaching me add maths for free.. haha... sia... so yar.. hav to wake up early... go to his jabatan.. sit there n do add maths... for 3 hours plus.. haha... but nvm la.. hez good lo.. haha... but alot of home work lo.. hmm.. nvm la... at least nv waste my holiday.. haha..

oh ya.. yi xian n da others r back frm da st john nasional camp!!! YAY!!! ahah.... cant wait to go out wid them.... wanna go red box lerr... yi xian promised me deeee.. ahha.... i wanna go out!!!!!!!!!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:56 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon