Wednesday, June 08, 2005
well... these few days hav been quite sucky for me i guess.... i'm locked up at home... my parents wont let me go anywhere at all... not even to watch a movie... this whole holiday is really a torture to me... everyday to me is juz meaningless...
well... things got real bad lately... yea.. i dunno y... juz feel down... really down... n i cant really figure out da reason.. haihz... i feel so... empty inside. i dunno wad am i living for... theres no aim in my life... it juz suckz la... really... n u know... when u realize that.... no1 really cares... really feel bad....
sumtimes i really wonder... wat r frenz for? to share ur happiness n leave u alone in da dark when u r sad? not so i guess... well dats wad i feel abt most of my frenz sadly... well... they'll be there to celebrate wid u no doubt... but when u really need sum1... sum1 to talk to... sum1 to cry to.. well where r they? i can tell u... they r no where to be found.. n when things get worse... they juz ask u if everythings over... hows dat for a fren...
abt my parent... they think i'm a dog or sum pet... they juz want to lock me up.. wads da use? they think i'll be happy? no... they really think i can get good results by restricting my freedom? hey.. its my life man... wad life is this? they might as well lock me up in a cage or send me to the zoo.. mebbe it'll be more interesting seeing visitors pass by... these 2 days.. they think i studied alot.. oh ya.. i did.. yea right.. i didnt even touch my book.. so wad? they still dun care.. as long as i'm locked up... they'll assume i'm studyin... great? of cuz it is.. dun forget to congratulate me my dear frenz... if u r still alive at all.. now's da time to celebrate my happiness man...
yea.. tomolo is da ssi st john annual camp.. n guess wad? i'll be sleepin at home.. n once again.. i'm not allowed to go... not even half a day... n its like... my last year... yea.. wad a gr8 way to spend my last year in st john man.. how excited am i now... being able to sleep n study if dats wad my parents want... yeah... thnx mom n dad.. for letting me regret all da way man...
anyway... i really dunno wad to write now... my brain is already blank... n i'm so lookin forward to tomolo... yea.. being locked up again... so ya.. bye ppl... if u r still aware of my exsistence...
well... things got real bad lately... yea.. i dunno y... juz feel down... really down... n i cant really figure out da reason.. haihz... i feel so... empty inside. i dunno wad am i living for... theres no aim in my life... it juz suckz la... really... n u know... when u realize that.... no1 really cares... really feel bad....
sumtimes i really wonder... wat r frenz for? to share ur happiness n leave u alone in da dark when u r sad? not so i guess... well dats wad i feel abt most of my frenz sadly... well... they'll be there to celebrate wid u no doubt... but when u really need sum1... sum1 to talk to... sum1 to cry to.. well where r they? i can tell u... they r no where to be found.. n when things get worse... they juz ask u if everythings over... hows dat for a fren...
abt my parent... they think i'm a dog or sum pet... they juz want to lock me up.. wads da use? they think i'll be happy? no... they really think i can get good results by restricting my freedom? hey.. its my life man... wad life is this? they might as well lock me up in a cage or send me to the zoo.. mebbe it'll be more interesting seeing visitors pass by... these 2 days.. they think i studied alot.. oh ya.. i did.. yea right.. i didnt even touch my book.. so wad? they still dun care.. as long as i'm locked up... they'll assume i'm studyin... great? of cuz it is.. dun forget to congratulate me my dear frenz... if u r still alive at all.. now's da time to celebrate my happiness man...
yea.. tomolo is da ssi st john annual camp.. n guess wad? i'll be sleepin at home.. n once again.. i'm not allowed to go... not even half a day... n its like... my last year... yea.. wad a gr8 way to spend my last year in st john man.. how excited am i now... being able to sleep n study if dats wad my parents want... yeah... thnx mom n dad.. for letting me regret all da way man...
anyway... i really dunno wad to write now... my brain is already blank... n i'm so lookin forward to tomolo... yea.. being locked up again... so ya.. bye ppl... if u r still aware of my exsistence...
i look upon the moon and stars at
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> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon