Wednesday, August 31, 2005

well.. this post is for sum1.. although i know he'll never read this.. i'll still write it here.. well.. i hope u r getting on with life better than me.. cuz u r making my life miserable.. i couldnt believe when a freind told me wad hav u been telling ur frenz in sch... y cant u juz let matters rest? its been a long time since i cried but because of u.. yet again.. i cried.. y cant u juz let me hav my life back? u don't know i know every single thing u tell ur frenz but i do.. they're ur frenz.. but they're my frenz too.. its over.. juz stop it.. i know its ur mouth n i can't stop u frm saying anything.. but if u still hav some respect for me.. pls stop it.. every singe friend of mine hates u.. i dont.. i never did.. cuz i know u onced loved me n i dont see any reason to hate u.. at least i respected u.. the onli reason i contacted u after so long is that i wanted to break the silence.. cuz i still treated u as a friend.. but u juz dont seem to give a damn abt it.. n let me tell u again.. the present i gave u doesnt mean anything... pls stop thinkin i still like u.. pls stop making wild guesses... if u hav no means of being friends.. juz tell me.. dont need to act nice in front of me n talking bad abt me behind my back.. i had enough.. if u r doin these to get back at me which i dont see a reason y should u.. juz stop it.. if u dislike me in anyway.. u can juz tell me straight in the face... dont need to do it behind my back.. its not the 1st time ade.. i know it.. n to his friends or ppl hoo know him.. tell him wad i wrote.. let him know.. i dun wish to hear anything abt this anymore.. dont make me hate u..

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:20 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon