alright... lets see... monday went to penjara right... yea... i wrote abt it in my last post... then tuesday... went to sch... n u know wad? my class onli me n ivan came... ivan got bk test ma.. n sum malays la... then i went nx door... saw wangloong n some others.. then i onli realized... the whole form 5 onli less than 20 ppl came.. yeahh.. i mean those not takin any exams n juz came for fun de.. haha.. so i got all my documents signed... i mean.. my surat berhenti sekolah la... then i went to yi xian's house by taxi lo... went to lavender to meet up wid her.. her dad n bro were there... then her dad bought me some bread n we headed back to yx's house lo... then went to yx's room.... she let me watch da movie called You Got Served.. fooh... damn nice... its a show abt hip hop dancers... they were great man.. da dance moves... sleek man... but yx kept forwarding da whole show.. let me watch de dancing parts onli.. haa... nvm.. then she let me see her fotoz... soooooooooooooooo cute lo!!!! when she n her bro was small... really vvvvv cute! haha... then she asked me to watch Forest Gump.. okay.. i know... this is an old show.. but i've nv watched it b4... so yea... watched it... nice.... vv nice... we watched until 12.15... then we sorta rushed to leisure mall.. quite near her house ma.. she led da way... n led me to those small small roads with deep deep longkangs... ok la... mebbe it wasnt THAT deep la... wont die if i fall la.. but hey... i got acrophobia ler!! nvm... yx laffed at me like no1's business... n so we finally reached leisure mall at 12.17... fast ehh..i went n buy the 12.20 show.. The Myth... whereas yx went to buy our lunch.. Mc D.... saw trecia, ai chen, n ju li.. then we went in n sat in da same row as them... i tell u lo.. they sure can talk.. frm da start talked until the show end lo... but da show really nice... really really nice... but of course.. it wud be even nicer without them tokin non stop... haha.. anyway... after dat i went back to sch to wait for my granpa lo.. yea...

wednesday... had est test.. after that cabut wid js... went to cs... then when we reached PO.. a bunch of ec guys went on our bus... a BIG bunch lo... almost all i know de la... then we reached cs... walked for a while.. cant make up our minds wad to eat ma... then finally settled down n ate at secret recipe... cant help laffing thinkin abt dat day lo... we were chatting as we were eating ma.. then js kept on laffing until she almost choked lo.. ahha... then der were these few ang moh sitting beside us.. they practically read out da whole menu before deciding wad to eat... their appetite is huge lo i tell u.... 1 of them ordered a fish n chips... but she changed the chips into rice... ehh.. 2 big pieces of fish still not enuf wor.. rice summore.. haha... then after eating we went to buy cds... there werent any songs... so i didnt buy... then js... HAHA... okok... u see da dialog...

JS: I wanna buy The Myth..
CD Seller 1: Ohh... The "Miss" izzit... okok.. wait arr... (he then calls to his fren) Ehh! Get 1 The "Miss" for me!!
CD Seller 2: Okok! ( CD Seller 2 returns with DVD, puts it into da black plastic bag n hands it to JS)
JS: Ehh... I said I want The Myth... Y u give me THE MAID???
CD Seller 1: Wad? He give u The Maid arr?? Pai seh pai seh.. I go change 4 u.. ( he then shouts at CD Seller 2) Ehh! I said The "MISS" y u give The Maid??
CD Seller 2: Wad The MISS???
JS: (gets a bit fed up) Shen Hua by Jacky Chan
CD Seller 2: OHH!!! U mean The "MICE" Izzit?? Say earlier ma!!!

then finally js got her DVD... hahaah...
anyway.... went to buy movie tix after dat... js wanted to go hom ade... so i ended up buying tix fer the Cinderella Man.. 1.40 show... it was still early ma.. so i went downstairs n walk walk lo... saw desiree n gang... it was her budday... then saw sulyn n gang oso.. haha.. at rooibo... they ajak me to eat luch.. but i ate ade.. too bad lo... then i went back to da cinema... n watch da show lo.. bt da cinema vvvv empty lo! i sat at row F... n all the rows in front of me was EMPTY!! haha.. then 2 rows behind me oso empty expect for 1 guy sitting behind my row lo.. damn freaky... haha.. but really nice show la.... went to leisure mall after the show n met up wid my godma.. she bought me a t shirt! haha... then went home lo...

thursday... went to sch.. n found out my class was used for SPM Seni... so my class had no where to go... n no teacher came oso... so me, js n yx cabut lo.. went to the penjara yet again.. haha.. i became their tour guide lo... haha.... bt there were sum places i didnt goda laz time oso.. then we watched the video wid a whole room of primary sch kids... da caning video.. 20 strokes ler... kaoz... n its juz becuz da guy owned a pistol without a license... poor thing... da butt bled like dunno wad lo.. sum small gals were too scared to finish watching n went out of da room crying... then after that went to see da Rumah Akhir... u all shud go see man.. its da place where the prisoners stay b4 being hanged... da 3rd lockup.. haha... yea.. u alll shud go see... there was this dummy hanged in da lockup damn scary... n right opposite it was a head covered wid cloth.... haha... got a scare man... js didnt even dare to see lo! hahaa... then... hmm...read sum news paper cuttings abt a millionaire staying there for a night for his mum cuz laz time she drive after drinkin n had an accident with another car.. all the ppl dat kena langgar died on da spot... so hez like... staying there hoping to lessen her mother's sin... then da officer made us tell the whole thing to da sk students! ahha... js told them da whole story lo.. * clap clap clap.. haha... then after that we went to cs lo... had lunch at Mc D... ate da breakfast.... me n yx ate happy meal! haha... then both of us bought the Mc D toy! damn damn cute.. hahaa.. then walked around... then me n yx headed back to sch while js went home lo... then ux followed me to schumann n went home.. heh...

friday.. which is today la.. nthn much happened la.. didnt go to sch... slept till 12 sumthin.. haa... yalo... hmm... dats all la... blog vvv long ade... gtg! chao!

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:39 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

yupps... today had physics paper 3.. ok la... then after that we went to da Penjara!!! hha.. yea... u know wad... da bus didnt stop. n went straight to PO... so we took taxi there again... 5 bucks sia... wasted.... anyway... da jail not bad la... many ppl though... reached there at abt.. erm...10 sumthin ba... then juz as we weer lining up... eejie whispered in my ear:" ehh... look.. hez here.." then i was like... oh man.. of all places... of all timing... muz i see him here.... at a JAIL?? hmm.. nvm... saw sum of his frenz too... anyway.. back to da topic... went in.. man.. it was sooo fully packed wid ppl lo.. i think there were 2 SJK(C), 1 SK, n 1 SK(T)... so there were like... small small kids all over... chinese.. malay... indian... LOTS OF THEM.. yea... so me, EJ, n Jasmine walked together lo.. after we got separated wid da others.. or shud i say.. we seperated frm da group ourselves... yea... went to look around... there were workshops for making shoes, wood crafting, n also they make clothes there... then went n see the cells... oh man... it was so so so so so so so so so extremely small lo! if u've been to my room.. u know how small it is la... but the cell is like.. half of my room.. or even a bit smaller... n its for 3 person to live in lo... i was like.. wth... then watched some videos... on canning de..ewwww..... the butts... so bloody lo.... then saw the place where they cook the food... man.. da kuali.. SO BIG lo.. its like... a person can juz lie in there... so yarr.. we walked arnd for 1.5 hours liddat... thn we went off at abt 11.30.. thn we went to CS.. then we went to sushi king.. ate lo.. then after dat i wanted to bring the to Floor 13A ma...the study club la.. then as we were walkin... guess wad? we saw him n his frenz yet AGAIN... wad a day man.. u know right b4 that i was telling my frenz.. dun let me see him here... n well.. i did... we juz acted as if we dunno each other... how nice ehh? then... nvm. dun wanna tok abt that anymore... went to 13A... the study club... stayed there for a while... chit chatted wid da ppl there.. then at 1pm.. i went back to sch lo... waited for my mum..she came at 2.. went for lunch. n followed her back to da college to get sumthin... n we waited till 4.30 for da person to give us da bloody air ticket.. my mum goin to kl ma... to mark exam papers i think... walao lo... wait so long for da man lo... idiot.. then nthn interesting happened after dat la... tml goin to sch n gonna cabut... dunno go where... still thinkin... hmm....

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:28 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:43 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:40 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

yepz... today its my godbroz budday!! haha.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIOW!!! hehe... laz night called him n gave him a suprise.. hehe... of cuz la.. hoo wud expected me to call Australia wor.. hehe.... long time nv hear his voice ade.. still da same la.. gt a bit of australian accent ade.. ahah..... i wonder how's his ball today.. hmm... tml ask him if i see him on9... haha... oh yea.. after calling him.. i found out da calling rate for aussie... i called for abt 7 minutes... n it costed me abt 7 bucks! haha.. so yea... 1 minute=1 ringgit... gou li manz... nvm la... once in a while ok la.. summore its not like i nv use my fone.. haha.. u ppl shud know my phone bills rite? HAHA... k la... gotta go memorize moral ade... tml gt moral... n history.. aaa... didnt even touch it 1 small bit.. nvm la.. tomolo objective.. so hoo cares... hahaha.... k la.. gtg... will update more.. mebbe tml ba... chao!

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:52 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

No matter where you are and what you do,
we will always be Friends Forever
Everyday when you return from your school,
whether or not it is from a secondary school, college, a polytechnic, or Uni,
you would probably think that school sucks.
All those work and torture under your lecturer's or teacher's homework or assignments, or tutorials...
not to mention midtermtest, semester test and exams.....
But think about this, i mean really think.
All the time we spent with our classmates, all those laughters, sorrows, and the happiness of being with our friends in class.
Because
No matter how boring aclass can be,
it is worth to be part of it because when you look around you,there will be some familiar face that feels just like you,
they might not say anything but we will understand each other feelings just by looking at them and their presence alone is enough to lift us and brighten the most boring class.
We wont realise how precious those time is until we finally lose it.....
We have gone through good times and bad times together, memories of those sleepless nights before the exam and those fun times that we have during vacation seems like it just happen yesterday.
But
No matter good time or bad times,
we have gone through it together....
Now imagine them gone, perhaps part of them or even all of them.
You may not realise it,
but when advancing into the next level ofeducation,
it is inevitable that some friends will be parting with you.
What is all this you ask yourself,
what I ask is, of you to think,
what do those people who were once or were still your classmates and friends meant to you. Those people that spend years sitting beside us in class and fight along side you in our biggest battle ----> EXAMS
Anyone who has just finished their schooling days and has graduated from respective schools would know the feeling of parting with your classmates and friends.
Not knowing when will you see them again.
Perhaps the next day,
the next week,
month,
years,
decade
or will it be forever.
Perhaps one day,
you too would finally realise how bitter sweet those memories were,
the fun you had with your classmates and friends.
That is why ever so often when you asked someone which is the most fond memories they had in their years in education,
they would often have that sadness and tears in their eyes,
but yet,
they have the most wonderful smile in their face.
It's the memories of their school friends.
Those unforgettable years of laughter and happiness in school.
Those good old days that wont come back anymore.
All of us had suffered under the same stresses in school.
The teachers, whether they are kind or extremely strict.
But we never gave up cause we know that when we fall down there will always be a hand that will pull us up.
So treasure your schooling days,
don't complain,
because you never know when will you lose them.
And perhaps, shed a tear for those treasured times in your youth.
or perhaps you dint even bother to care for them anymore...

yepz... touching isnt it... of cuz.. i didnt write this... haha.. found this sumwhere n decided to post it here... i almost cried reading this post lo... its so true.. we may not realize it but when we graduate.. we'll look back n say.. hey.. i miss my friends! yeps... but well.. that definitely doesnt apply to my class for sure.. i onli hav bad memories there.. but other than that.. i really enjoy my schooling days... cant really believe in abt 3 months.. i'm leaving sch ade... every1 leaving.. parting.. each pursuing their own dreams.. cant really picture that happening... but well.. life goes on doesnt it? we juz have to accept the fact... so yea.. hope u enjoyed this post... chem n history test tml... gtg.. peace out!

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:23 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

saw this bulletin in friendster.. like it V much... yea.. can describe my feelings PERFECTLY... so ya.. i'm gonna post it here.. so here goes..

Your'e such a liar..
All the things u told me was all a lie..
I was a fool to believe it..

Falling back for u was a big mistake..
I shouldnt..
I do admit,its was my mistake..
Falling back for a liar was my mistake..


Your words used to sound so real..
Like everything u said was all true..
Your words made me feel special..
It made me happy..

Your sweet words was hard to resist..
Your sweet doings made me collapse..
Your sweet kisses was so tempting..
Your sweet hugs made me feel warm..

You were the one that made me changed..
I changed cause of you..
I try to be what u wanted..
I try to keep your heart..
I gave you all my best..

But in the end..
i realize..
No matter how hard i try..
It wont change the fact that your'e a liar..

You told me i was special...
You told me i was precious to you..
You told me you love me more then anything in the universe..
You told me you never wanna lose me..
You told me you were serious..
You told me you wont break my heart..

All the things you said..its all a BIG FAT lie..
You never meant what you said..
You were lying all the while..

I cant help feeling pissed with you..
I hate you so much..
I've never seen such a JERK like you..
Your'e the worst in the entire universe..

But...
i miss your hugs,your kisses,your warm embrace..
i miss your sweet words,the way u used to look at me..

But now..
its a different story..
i wont miss you..
i wont trust you..
i do not love you anymore..
I mean what i said..
Its over now !!

i look upon the moon and stars at 4:25 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

yepz.. trials hav started... yesterday had my chinese paper 1 n 2.. paper 2 came 1st.. all of us had da paper in da hall... so yea.. i was lookin on da white board on da stage.. it was written there..

Bahasa Cina: 7.40am ~ 9.55am
Bahasa Arab: 7.40am~ 8.55am

i dunno wad was goin on my mind... i didnt see really see da time.. n i thought.. ok... 8.55 finish.. hmm... so i did my paper... i didnt really rush or wad.. juz did it like normal... n when i finished.. i checked da time.. 8.50... yepz.. perfect timing... haha... then i checked throught.. n waited till 8.55.. i looked around... hmm.. y no teacher come n take our papers de? then i looked at da stage.. n i found out i had 1 MORE HOUR... ya... how's dat... then i looked around again n i found out half the ppl were already sleeping... so ya.. i joined in da sleeping game.. ahhaa.. slpt till 9.30... saw ppl passing up da papers ade.. so me n ej passed up lo.. then we had paper 1 at 10.30.. da essay was ok la..

after dat had st john meeting... da last meeting wid our juniors *sniff sniff sobz sobz* yea.. then went for rohaini's tuition... sulyn came quite early... n asked me to sit wid her... so i went lo.. i think she n yvonne regretted... HAHA.... i duno y la.. dat day i vvv sot... keep on laffing n laffing onli... then da teacher was tokin abt hoe to keep ur money... then toked abt keeping the money in bras.... hahahaa.... then we came up wid even more wacky ideas... wont write it out here though... later ppl say we pervert.. HAHA.... anyway... had fun la dat dat... made me momentarily forget abt my trials.. ahah..

anyway... nx week i'm having bio, chem, add maths, n history paper n i'm so so so so so dead.. ahha.. so ya.. gtg study ade.. chiowz!

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:16 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

today went to sch.. had history class.. n had recess at 8.40 today.. early right.. cuz we had da teknik menjawab soalan fer biology.. so yea.. during recess.. asked yixian n jyeswei to acc me to go photostat some things.. n u know wad.. they tricked me... YEA... thay TRICKED MEEEE.... haha... thts a long long story.. i dun really know how to write it dwn here.. oh yea.. as i promised the both of them... i'm gonna say it now.. CHA YI XIAN!! I HATE U!!!! GUAN JYE SWEI!! I HATE U TOO!!! hhahah.. ok la... its damn funny la... i almost killed yixian though... haa... da ceramah sucked sucked sucked.. me, yixian n jyeswei sat together.. well i think for the 1st 15 minutes we listened.. then after that we juz gave up copying her notes.. she was so so so fast.. n we juz chatted.. haa... talked abt out future.. talked abt wad wud happen 10 years frm now.. yeah.. time flies.. oh ya.. i found out on my birthday.. 22 nov.. we're having moral paper.. ahaha.. damn sien diao.. nvm la.. 1st time birthday in sch oso not bad la... ahaha...

anyway.. i thought abt some things last night.. yea.. i've come to a conclusion.. nvm abt tht.. juz damn fed up wid sum ppl.. well i guess dats all for today.tml not goin to sch.. yea.. nites ppl!

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:10 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

well lets see.. recived sum suprising smses not too long ago.. well.. seriously.. i dun really know who should i trust frm now on.. should i believe him? or should i believe my close friend.. i really dont know.. the things they tell me r so different.. i really wonder if any of them are telling the truth at all? yea i know.. ppl change.. but to not believe in a friend that has never lied to me before is quite impssible.. as i said.. i hate liars.. i do.. i really do.. but when its a good fren or sum1 once close to me.. i cant believe that they would lie to me.. i mean... y would they? r they juz trying to help or r they juz trying to make matters worse? these ppl r really making my confused.. y cant they juz let me off? y cant they juz let me hav my simple life back? y cant they juz stop interfering with my life? well i was quite suprised tht sum1 actually reads my blog.. although i dunno hoo that person is.. i guess u can ignore me this time.. i'm juz tired.. tired of living.. tired of studying.. tired of everything around me.. i want to be happy.. i want to be free.. free of liars.. free of hypocrites.. free of irritating brainless idiots frm my class.. free of arguments.. free of my own problems.. but i cant.. this is reality n in reality.. life sucks to the max.. this is life... the cruel reality.. i've come to realize there isnt really anyone u can trust in this world.. well.. for me at least.. i've yet to find sum1 that is really true to me.. some1 who really understands me.. ppl always tell me they'll be there for me if i need sum1.. but when i really need sum1.. where r they? when i try to call them.. wad i always get is an unanswered call.. n for those who picked up.. well.. they r juz as depressed as i am.. n in da end.. i hav to act optimistic n console them.. this is so so so stupid.. n that incident.. i dunno.. u tell me.. who to believe?

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:33 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:26 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

i have feelin low these few days.. well all i can say is thanks to him.. but anyway.. i'll be okay in a few days time.. i'm writing my 3rd song ade.. now writing the lyrics.. then i'll write the melody.. n as usual.. its gonna be a sad song.. i duno why the music i produce are all so sad.. its like.. i cant write anything happy.. my poems.. my songs.. everything.. juz goes around n around the same topic.. well.. guess i'm juz suited to write sad songs ba...

anyway.. wei lian won da project superstar champ.. good job man.. although i dun like kelly but personally i thought kelly did a better job tonight.. but nevertheless.. wei lian's determination won.. i should really learn frm him...

really tired nw.. so i guess i'll get some rest la.. oh yea.. nx year's ssi st john board is out ade.. i mean.. among seniors la.. yea.. hope they'll do a gd job nx year n do us proud n prove to us we made the right choice.. well yea.. i should be goin now... bye.. nitez..

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:45 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon