my granpa went for the operation on monday... there was a tumor at his right kidney.. suspected to be 2-4cm in diameter... so yeah... da op lasted for 7 hours... longer than expected.. n d tumor was larger than expected.. it was 6 cm in diameter... large ehh.. yeahh... when he was in the op theater.. my granma was crying.. i was trying my best to hold back my tears as well.. we were v worried la... but luckily.. everything went well.. it was quite scary to see him with all the tubes comin out of him... da doc showed us da tumor oso.. wid the kidney la.. they took eveything out.. its huge la.. but anyway.. will be goin to the hospital v often to keep my granpa company...

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:55 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

yes, its holidays for me again... sorry for disappearing for such a long time... lets juz say i dont even hav time to slp.. lol... dat is how bz i was these pass few weeks..

seriously i dun really remember wad happened ade... blank now.. haha.. all i remember is my finals paper.. ahha.. yeahh... i cn say my english n maths r quite okay... bt my comp ap, econs, n accounts... fuh.. lets juz hope i dun fail the paper.. haha... hav been sleepin on average 2 to 3 hours per day onli.. for 2 weeks... everyday study study study onli... even i myself couldnt believe it... if u knw me since form 1, u'll get wad i mean.. i dont even knw myself anymore! haa... frm da forever "tak kisah"-in-studies attitude, to the study till 5am me... knw wad i mean now? haha.. even my mum cant get used to me studying everytime she calls me..

counting back.... i realised i watched quite a number of movies in da cinema this sem.. pink panther, ice age2, failure to launch, the wild, poseidon.. yepx... mostly cartoons la...

dis sem passed pretty fast i can say... without me realising, it's been 14 weeks... i can say i enjoyed every bit of it.. nx sem its gonna be pretty lonely without the guys arnd... all of them in cyber ade... gonna miss them.. sobx.. oh well... ppl come n go rite? n its not tht we r not meeting each other anymore... we'll be meeting them 8 months later anyway.. lolx... n more ssi peeps r comin in... n guess wad? i'm their senior! haha... well life's gonna be tough nx sem... 6 subjects... comp app 2, eng2, acc2, intro to business management, intro to business stats... n most of all.. MORAL.... oh man... tot i cud finally say bye bye to moral after form 5.. although i got an A... bt seriously.. its a v boring sub la... hope it'll be better in english though.. haha... n my timetable? 2 days till 6pm, 1 day till 7... its like... oh mannn... i'm so gonna hate it... hopefully lecturers r kind enuf to change our timetable.. there is such a big gap between lectures... sien la... havta like... walk all da way back hme.. then later come back out again... duno la.. mebbe i'll juz stay in campus.. we'll see....

da lz day of dis sem was pretty nice la.. we were cheering after da accounts paper.. went back to put my stuff n ate lunch wid da gang at da veggietarian shop... went to jusco... developed fotoz wid da kodak machine.. supa love it man... haha... cheap summore... cheaper than neoprints la of cuz.. ahha.. after tht it was sayin gdbye to my frenx which i wont be seeing for 3 weeks... some, 8 months... haha!

well now that i'm finally back home..... theres a sudden feel of emptiness within me... i dunno y... mebbe its becuz i'm too free? i dont knw... n grandpa's operation is nx monday... abit worried although da doc said there's a 90-95% chance of success... bt i'm quite relieved to see him okayy la... still da same..

seriously i hav no idea wad to do these 3 weeks... any suggestions? sleep? haha... i've slept enough today to replenish my energy... guess i'll hav to wait till yx n js r back... not forgetting ly n ms too.. then we ex teammates will go out again n take neoprintz...lol... heard dat our shifu is comin back this week.. gr8... can get together again.. yepx.. its been a long time since all 5 of us go together wid him.. since... laz year july i think.. yeahh... its been almost a year.. time really passes by fast ehh... my poor guit has been neglected for da past few weeks... gonna play my guit tml.. haha... my guit skills are tarnishing...

oh ya.. i'm lovin my 80G external hardisk.. ahha.. dad bought it for me... yepx... now can delete more stuff frm my lappy... haa...

k la..getting tired ade.. will blog more tml... i hope.

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:57 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:21 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon