Friday, September 29, 2006
something is wrong with me.. suddenly i feel like posting another post again... hmmm....
recently sum1 asked me abt my ex again.. n made me start to think n wonder... how is he?
we've lost contact for around 3 months by now... since he came back to msia.. we've totally lost contact.. i dont know y... maybe i'm juz tired... tired to contact him... maybe i've grown up from my naiveness.. holding on to the promise we've made to each other that we'd still be best friends.. it doesnt seem so now does it?
i've changed...
i've seen alot... too much i can say... sometimes i really get tired... although yea... i do feel lonely at times... i still feel da emptiness in my heart... bt its been a long time.. maybe i have already got used to it.. or am i scared? scared to even face myself... my own thoughts.... its hard to make myself fall in love again.. not because of my ex... i dont know... its like a voice in my head telling myself... even if i like some1, its juz a feeling... it'll fade... thats wad the voice has been telling me...
i'm cheating myself...
i know.. but what can i do? its this voice in me thats making me... i should say unsensitive towards my own feelings anymore... and i dont know wad to do about it..
its so difficult to love again..
recently sum1 asked me abt my ex again.. n made me start to think n wonder... how is he?
we've lost contact for around 3 months by now... since he came back to msia.. we've totally lost contact.. i dont know y... maybe i'm juz tired... tired to contact him... maybe i've grown up from my naiveness.. holding on to the promise we've made to each other that we'd still be best friends.. it doesnt seem so now does it?
i've changed...
i've seen alot... too much i can say... sometimes i really get tired... although yea... i do feel lonely at times... i still feel da emptiness in my heart... bt its been a long time.. maybe i have already got used to it.. or am i scared? scared to even face myself... my own thoughts.... its hard to make myself fall in love again.. not because of my ex... i dont know... its like a voice in my head telling myself... even if i like some1, its juz a feeling... it'll fade... thats wad the voice has been telling me...
i'm cheating myself...
i know.. but what can i do? its this voice in me thats making me... i should say unsensitive towards my own feelings anymore... and i dont know wad to do about it..
its so difficult to love again..
i look upon the moon and stars at
3:05 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon