Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I've been thinking to myself quite a lot lately.. What is it that makes you a person as a whole? Is it true that no one can ever be THE perfect person in everyone's eyes? So no one is ever perfect right? Can one ever rectify a bad first impression? These questions really got me into thinking.. How much do I know about myself? I've been having these fluctuating feelings..

When i was in high school.. People used to say I was too serious.. I used to be depressed.. I used to be suicidal.. I used to think that theres no meaning in life..

I realized this problem.. I tried to understand myself more.. I tried to look at things in different perspectives.. I changed..

Yet now.. I'm being described as childish.. I'm being described as someone who have no brains.. Someone who isn't a good leader..

Why is it so hard to find the balancing point in life? To be the person that people can accept without much complaints..

I'm not trying to be THE person people want me to be.. But by ignoring them, I'm ignoring myself.. By denying them, I'm denying myself..

What actually is the problem with me? And when can I actually find this balancing point of mine?

i look upon the moon and stars at 7:24 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon