Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Myself

Its 5am in the morning and I'm super tired. There are so many things on my mind and I don't even know what I'm thinking at the moment.

Something happened today made me think to myself. How does other people see me as a person? Put aside physical appearance which I know very well myself. What about my character?

Is it that once people have a preset view on yourself, or should I say, have expectations on you, you have to live up to their expectations? So what if you can't?

i feel that sometimes, I try to become what people think I should be.

And when you don't perform well enough, they think the problem lies in you.

Is it really that hard to just be myself?

i look upon the moon and stars at 4:48 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon