Saturday, April 18, 2009

stressed stressed stressed~~~

I have been through a lot of ups n downs these few weeks.. really getting frustrated over lots of stuff.. recital would be one of them.. I really don't appreciate people not turning up for no reason.. If you r not coming, let me know at least.. don't go MIA when i'm frantically searching everywhere for you..

Another thing.. a phone call yesterday made me miss my class.. great..

I'm getting really short tempered these days.. really cant keep my temper down.. but so far i have not shouted at anybody.. yet..

n i'm really stressed out singing... n no1 is taking me seriously... when i tell them i'm stressed.. every1 just brush me off like i'm talking crap.. fine.. n when others get stressed.. ppl go to them n calm them down.. n when its me, the juz tell me:"you'll be fine." End of story. why is it that no1 is listening to me at all? do i look like i'm dat strong and i'm able to take in everything? even the stress and the nerves? i seriously cant take it.. but anyway.. who cares? no 1 will..

ok i'm getting emotional.. haih.. better stop my ramblings.. signing out..

i look upon the moon and stars at 4:29 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon