Tuesday, May 05, 2009

I really think I got asthma.. I mean... it's getting worse... I keep having difficulties in breathing... At times, I even need to breathe through my mouth to get enough air in.. And most of the time, I have the feeling as if there is not enough oxygen going into my lungs.. Its like I'm breathing in nothing..

Recently I've been inhaling a lot of second hand smoke.. I think this is one of the reasons why I'm having all these problems... Sometimes I feel as if my lungs are going to collapse anytime or there's the feeling I might get an asthma attack... I can start coughing suddenly until I feel like vomiting... Suddenly phlegm juz starts accumulating in my throat.. I don't even dare to breath in too hard..

I'm really very worried about my condition.. And I don't know what to do about it.. I know telling my parents would be suicidal cuz my mum will go crazy over this... I've been sick for the past 3 weeks.. I really hope the symptoms will go away after I recover.. I think i should lessen my intake of cold drinks.. Maybe that'll help..

i look upon the moon and stars at 4:36 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon