Sunday, May 24, 2009

Quoted from CH during lunch today:" You are just a bridge."

Come to think of it, I don't disagree. In fact, i realized I have been a bridge all along.

Since secondary school, people have always used me to get near to the people around me.

Until now, it's still the same thing. I'm still being used so that people can get near to the people around me.

Why is it I'm the one being used all the time?

Guys want to know the girls around me, they come to me.

Girls want to know the guys around me, they come to me.

Guys want to know stuff about the girls they like, they come to me.

Girls want to know stuff about the guys they like, they come to me.

Other than that, they won't bother to talk to me AT ALL.

I have always been listening to other people's problems, other people's love stories.

Why is it when i need someone, no one's there?

I always envy those people with a bunch of friends that will do anything for them, friends that will be there for them no matter what.

But it doesn't happen in my case does it?

The thing about me is that I always go all out for my friends no matter what. And most of the time, I hope to get treated the same.

People always tell me, treat people they way you want them to treat you back.

That is what I always do. I care about the people around me, I talk to them, I worry about them.

And what do I get in the end?

Just another broken heart.

What have I done wrong to be treated this way?

For once, I just want to be treated equally, fairly, and sincerely. Why can't anyone do so?

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:39 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon