i look upon the moon and stars at 2:02 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

为什么我每次都要受这些种种的委屈?

为什么无论我做什么都是错的，都是不对的，都一定会有人不高兴，有人不爽？

我也有我自己的事忙。。 难道我这么得空，这么闲来找骂，来受人家的气？

换成是别人，也会这样被对待吗？也会有这样的遭遇吗？

关心是一种错。。明明是出自关心也要被冤枉。。每个人就只会怪我。。

自己死了都不知道是怎样死的。

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:42 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Dear Grandpa,

Last week was my uni's convo.. Saw lots of my friends graduating... n it really made me kinda emotional...

Dad said to me:" When its ur time to graduate nx year, ask your friends if they have any extra passes.. those who dont live nearby or their parents can't come.. so we'll have 1 more pass for ur grandmother to go into the hall"

I tried my very best not to let him see I was already tearing up.... It would've been 2 extra passes.... 1 for grandma n 1 for you...

Grandpa... I really want u to c me graduate.. U being there really means a lot to me... You always asked me to study hard.. I know how u have wanted to c me graduate frm university.. You'd be able to tell your friends how happy u are to c ur grandaughter graduate... I want to make you the happiest and proudest grandpa in the world...

I haven't had the chance to drive you around... I wanted to drive you to the temple... To where ever you wanted....

I haven't had the chance to buy u dinner with my own salary...

Why did u have to leave so soon?

The 1st time I drove your car... I cried.... And I still cry everytime I think of you... even now as I'm writing this post... I really really miss you... You have no idea how much you matter to me... You have been a doting grandfather... The best grandpa one could ever have...

I love you grandpa...

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:24 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

This is me trying not to look too pissed off~



There are 13 phone lines in my company....











N onli 1 is working...


Damn~

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:25 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Working has been really boring for me... haihx... i've been dreaming in the office the whole day...

I juz read through some of my older posts.. like.. 3 years ago.. n realized nana's name 1st appeared in a post dated 11 feb 2006~! dats like... the 1st week in mmu malacca~ haha...

I really miss those days..

neways.. goin to malacca nx week! yays~! :P

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:09 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

It hurts to c ppl I care about suffer... it really does..

i look upon the moon and stars at 4:22 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Why is it always my fault????? Super fed up now.

Its been a super bad day for me.. I bumped into some1's car.. n its because he double parked! n now i have to pay for it


I cried..

i got so stressed and tensed up, i took half a day off.

公公。。 你在天之灵，保佑我好吗？

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:51 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Sometimes I really do wonder.. Why certain things always happen to certain ppl..

But then again.. Who am I to judge them?

Anyway... had dinner with ZY juz now... Thnx for da dinner!

U know wad? I got lost on the way back, drove 1 big big circle back to the same place...

And when I finally reached Cyber, I drove into a big hole n my car got stuck..

Lucky for me, 4 taxi drivers helped me out.. :)

Anyways.. performing in IMU tml.. Hope everything goes well..

i look upon the moon and stars at 11:28 PM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

My eyes hurt~

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:32 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon