Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Dear Grandpa,

Last week was my uni's convo.. Saw lots of my friends graduating... n it really made me kinda emotional...

Dad said to me:" When its ur time to graduate nx year, ask your friends if they have any extra passes.. those who dont live nearby or their parents can't come.. so we'll have 1 more pass for ur grandmother to go into the hall"

I tried my very best not to let him see I was already tearing up.... It would've been 2 extra passes.... 1 for grandma n 1 for you...

Grandpa... I really want u to c me graduate.. U being there really means a lot to me... You always asked me to study hard.. I know how u have wanted to c me graduate frm university.. You'd be able to tell your friends how happy u are to c ur grandaughter graduate... I want to make you the happiest and proudest grandpa in the world...

I haven't had the chance to drive you around... I wanted to drive you to the temple... To where ever you wanted....

I haven't had the chance to buy u dinner with my own salary...

Why did u have to leave so soon?

The 1st time I drove your car... I cried.... And I still cry everytime I think of you... even now as I'm writing this post... I really really miss you... You have no idea how much you matter to me... You have been a doting grandfather... The best grandpa one could ever have...

I love you grandpa...

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:24 AM
> 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon